Ill skip the part where I al-ways say " Its been a long time since i blog blah blah blah blah" . Here's a little update and firstly im going to thank miss atrisyia and miss ain to be there for me yesterday.

I dont quite understand what we put ourselves into.I wonder if the footsteps i take are enough of a distance .I hope ill be far away that even our memories couldnt catch up.i kept killing myself breathing in darkness and apparently the faint smell from ur worn out sweater. Spending white nights thinking of what is wrong with me when ive soon to realise ive

mistaken myself all along.whispering from the winds telling me that its alright to be tucking in tonight because after midnight its gonna be monday instead of sunday.Ive run out of words to say.Im going insane doubting every single time.

do you remember how you hold me ?

If every tear i cried BECAUSE of you ( not FOR you i have no time for that ) was chocolate i jolly well be Willy Wonka's wife.

you shouldnt have love me , you shouldnt have love me , you shouldnt have love me , you shouldnt have love me , but princey you could have


A little voice inside my head said"Dont look back , you can never look back"

I thought I knew what love was

But heck what did I know?

. be a ballet dancer
. travel the world
. learn french
. paint a hell of a potrait
. compete in a poem competition
. make " red sofa in closed curtains " a big hit
. kiss/lick/hug/marry adam lambert
. rap with eminem
. have a sleepover with megan fox
. get rich or die trying